the PerfEct dreaM guy

I remember back in high school, I made a checklist of my perfect guy. It had almost every girl could wish for in a guy. I remember making revisions on it -- not thas o wish for a handsome guy but cute enough to make me feel pretty as well.

If I remember right, the checklist had these items/characteristics to tick off:

*cute enough (not ugly-not too handsome that I get to check myself in the mirror second guessing if he is prettier than me or if I am worthy of his looks as well)

*nice

*confident and with a good dose of pride (it's hard to deal with insecure people as they do not really know how to love another, they can't even love themselves enough)

*has a good sense of humor

*tries to understand me above all else

*sees me as me and loves me for who I am (doesn't anybody wish for this kind of love?)

*God-fearing

*respects me and my ideas

*pamper me as a baby but love me as his queen

*articulate and a good conversationalist (admit it, who wants a cute face who can't even hold a conversation?)

*not afraid to be seen with me

*finds himself lucky to be given my time (i admit, I love myself to much not to let anyone in.., LOL)

*has the x-factor

*befriends my friends and tries to get to know my family

*gives me my freedom

*and the patience with me on my moods



The funny thing is,I did get to meet my kind of dream guy. He has the looks,the brains and the personality. The sad thing though, it never did work out. He was everything I ever wanted and more.

The heart is indeed a strange body part. You can never force it to beat faster for someone whom you think is right for you. My highschool checklist may not have come true but as I run through the list again,I find that I would still like a guy to be just as I wanted them before. I maybe a little jaded now, but I will never ever loose hope that someday, my dream guy and me will have our own happy ending.

As of the moment, I am wishing and thinking that there be a dream guy shop who provides you the man of your dreams. I will continue to wish on the stars, out of billions of people on this earth.., there's got to be that someone for me as much as I am for Him.

wiShes might Come True

I admit that I am romantic by heart. I believe that love should be this and not that. I dream and wish for the moment that I will get to be swept off my feet by the one who will make me realize why for the love of me -- can't seem to get the idea of falling inlove work.

I am selfish. I wish to fall but I don't take the risk. It hurts to much to give all your heart only to end up knowing that it was not meant to be. This selfishness of mine does not stop me from wishing, from the depths of my heart, that I will get to find my own love story.

I act as if I don't care,that I don't have the time to fall in love. That I really could not care about somebody else.

Really.., what does it take for that someone to see me as me and break down the walls I built around my heart?

I am reaching out.., not just to be seen and be loved.., but for someone to take the time and get to know me and show that I am worth all the sacrifices.


Alas! That is why fairy tales only happen in books.., but maybe.., one day I will get to find my OwN PrincE.